Habib An-Najjar : Personaliti Syurga.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

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Dan (semasa utusan-utusan itu diancam), datanglah seorang lelaki dari hujung kota itu dengan berlari, lalu memberi nasihat dengan katanya:” Wahai kaumku! Turutlah utusan-utusan itu" (Surah Ya Sin: 20)
Pengenalan
1. Adapun nama peribadi itu tidak disebut di dalam Quran, tidak juga terdapat dari Hadith-hadith sahih. Namun dinukilkan oleh empunya Tafsir Ibn Kathir, dari Ibn Abbas bahawa nama pemuda itu Habib An-Najjar. Tafsir At-Tobari, Tafsir An-Nasafi juga Tafsir Jalallain turut menyatakan bahawa pemuda itu bernama Habib An-Najjar. Beliau juga diberi jolokan  صاحب يس (Jejaka Surah Yasin). Beliau dikatakan tinggal di Kota Antokiyah atau kini dikenali sebagai Antioch di Turki. Terdapat satu maqam yang dikatakan maqam beliau.

2. Kisahnya bermula apabila utusan-utusan Nabi Isa A.S tiba di kota Antioch, penduduk kota meragui status mereka sebagai utusan yang membawa mesej keesaan Tuhan. Utusan-utusan itu dikecam agar berhenti agar tidak mereka itu direjam dan disakiti. Tatkala situasi tegang tersebut berlaku, Quran menyebut telah datang seorang daripada hujung kota lalu mengingatkan kaumnya-
"Ikutilah utusan-utusan tersebut. Ikutilah mereka yang tidak mengharapkan balasan, sesungguhnya mereka itu diberi petunjuk." (Surah Ya Sin ; 20-21)
Lelaki tersebut dikatakan namanya Habib An-Najjar dan tindakan beliau itu telah menyebabkan beliau diseksa kaumnya sehingga menemui ajal.

3. Namun kisah Habib An-Najjar tidak berhenti di situ. Allah menceritakan perihal beliau sesudah nyawanya diambil dan kisah beliau dikurniakan nikmat syurga -
(Setelah ia mati) lalu dikatakan kepadanya: “Masuklah ke dalam Syurga”. Beliau berkata, “Alangkah baiknya kalau kaumku mengetahui, -Tentang perkara yang menyebabkan daku diampunkan oleh Tuhanku, serta dijadikannya daku dari orang-orang yang dimuliakan”. (Surah Yasin: 26-27)
Renungan
1. Menjadi orang baik itu bukannya mudah. Label skema, kolot, tak urban (mengikut konteks sekarang) bukan perkara baharu yang berleluasa menghalang manusia dari berhijrah ke arah yang lebih baik. Mereka yang terdahulu kebiasaanya berakhir dengan penyiksaan dan kematian (contohnya Masyitah, Ashabul Ukhdud dan Summayyah). Setakat label-label, jangan rasa tertekan sangat.

2. Terima dengan baik pesanan mereka yang tidak mengharap balasan dalam memberi nasihat tersebut. Ianya pesanan yang baik dan mudah-mudahan yang memberi pesan itu orang yang diberi petunjuk. Begitu juga sebaliknya, jangan kita mengharap balasan dalam berbuat baik atau memberi nasihat kepada orang, semoga kita tergolong dari mereka yang diberi petunjuk.

3. Sebak membaca pesanan syurga. Beliau disuruh masuk ke dalam syurga lalu menyatakan betapa untungnya sekiranya orang lain tahu apa yang beliau dapat.

4. Sekiranya hanya kerana nama Habib An-Najjar itu menjadi isu oleh kerana tiada hadith sahih yang menyatakan hal tersebut, sila baca artikel ini dengan menggantikan Habib An-Najjar dengan Si Fulan. Equity looks into substance rather than form.

The Shining Windows & The Closed Door

Friday, October 21, 2011

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As yesterday's sun went down
I feel uneasy, plenty of things are no longer around
Used to feel blessed, often my feet couldn't feel the ground
In that small shining space, joy and happiness were found

Thereafter, life goes on, I move albeit it's heavy
I keep glancing back, it's too good to let it free
At the side-walk there are shining windows, which I choose not to see
I stare at the closed door, hoping it will open though it will never be

I stumble unto people and fall down while I am moving
They scold me not, but they lend their hand to help me standing
As I grasp their hands and look around, it makes me realizing
The side-walk is bright, cause of the windows, through it the sun is shining

Throughout yesterday's night, as the darkness embraced
I was lonesome, did lots of thinking, and tried to be brave
Then I find it's already dawn, to God I say grace
The sun rises again and this time far from the closed door, I move away.

"Di dalam rumah yang luas itu barangkali ada satu sahaja tingkap yang redup cahayanya... selainnya pintu dan tingkap yang gemilang dicucuri sinar mentari"
-4 Sep 2011-

Tonsil Operation : The chronicle

Sunday, October 2, 2011

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Tag when admitted for second time
Tag when I was admitted for the first time











Reffered to ENT unit, Putrajaya Hospital
I was referred to ENT unit of Putrajaya Hospital following the frequent fever and sore throat in December 2009. I got 1st appointment in March 2010. Then another appointment (consultation) and in august, I was to undergo the operation. When I was brought on the bed in the operation theater and they ran ECG and found there is bigeminy (irregular heart beat). The operation was called off and I was referred to Institut Jantung Negara for further check-up.

When your heart sings this rhythm, it's bigeminy (I guess, mine looked similar to this)
First Round, IJN
The first check up was with Dr Tuan, a cardiologist from Vietnam. After going through reports and test results, he said i am fit to undergo the tonsillectomy. He wrote a letter, certifying that I am fit. He also prescribes a medicine called "Sotalol". I also met Ah Azlan, a friend whom I had not seen for 13 years.

Back to Putrajaya Hospital
I went back to ENT and they gave me new date for operation and I was scheduled to see the anesthetist, the doctors who will give me anesthesia. The doctors found out that Sotalol was prescribed, a medicine unknown to them and unavailable at Putrajaya Hospital. They then asked me to go to IJN again to find out whether i really need Sotalol despite of my heart beats are now normal. The operation is now postponed again pending further check-up.

Second Visit, IJN
I had another visit to IJN. This time, They put holter on me for a day, a week before the visit. the device will monitor my heart beats for 24 hours. They result was brought for to be analyzed by the cardiologist, and this time, Dr Ma. He spoke fluent Malay and he took the pain of explaining the medical jargon to a layman like me. He got surprise that I was yet to undergo the operation since a clearance was given by previous cardiologist. I told him that the reason was "Sotalol", medicine unknown to them and unavailable in Putrajaya Hospital Pharmacy. He explained that the medicine is to give me "gas". I can proceed even without it. He took a radical move, to personally talked with the boss of the anesthetist through phone, explaining my condition. He also wrote a letter so there would be something for me to carry and show later.

Snapping my own pic in the toilet (too shy to ask nurses there to help)
Finale
I got another date, 21 of September 2011. This time, they will do something to the tonsil and also something they called CAPSULE. I was required to be warded on that day, and on 22nd, the operation. I was placed in Ward 3A, Bed no. 3. My neighbour was Dr Suradi, a psychology lecturer of  Universiti Malaya. Mak Su, Amarzaman and later, Shahir paid me visit. I went to bed early, hoping nothing wrong will happen the next day.

I.V 


On 22nd of September 2011 (Thursday), about 8.00am, I was in Theatre no 7. The doctors did some nice talking, asking me to recite salawat and I am lost. When i got up, I had this pain in my mouth. I spit bloods. That surely meant that they had done something to me. Alhamdulillah. At last. My thanks to Mrs Dr Hafiza, the ENT expert, Dr Azlina, the staff nurses, the UCSI nursing student who attended me. It was a pleasant days in ward 3A and thank you for embracing me, the new family member of ENT Putrajaya.

Post Operation
Mak Su was there when I opened my eyes. I was brought back to Ward 3A. Among the first conversation I had with Mak Su was that there was one phone call, from someone named Nik. I responded "o0o0o0o". They put saline into me through intravenous infusion (IV). In the afternoon, I got chicken porridge. I was too hungry. With everything in my mouth screaming indescribable pain, I finished the porridge. I was discharged the next day (Friday).

The bed
The Visit
Akob and his wife Nissa among the earliest to pay visit. Safar and colleagues from office also came. Pak Long, Mak Long, Syaqira, Ain and Kakak had also came. I am happy they come, especially when we had not seen each other for a very long time.

I am glad finally I had completed this long awaited operation. Hope this will solve my sleeping disorder and the snoring problem. I also wish that this pain will go as soon as possible. I want to have nasi lemak, steak and lamb chop.

Allahumma Ya Syaafi, Tuhan Yang Maha Menyembuh, sembuhkanlah diri ini.

*BTW, this is my post number 101.Huhu 
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