Sunday, January 24, 2010

Melihat kawan-kawan kahwin, bercinta, keluar...buat aku rase nak kahwin. Tapi banyak lagi yg perlu dibuat. Nak kena cari girlfren, nak kena kenal dulu, nak kena faham isi hati, nak kena kenal keluarga, nak kena cari duit. Bukan senang nak kahwin.


Thursday, January 14, 2010

I say thanks. Lately, i keep chanting that word. I thank Allah, and I thank Allah for His tests, whether by way of granting me joy or blessing me with sorrow. I learn my lesson and I know Allah is always there, listening to each and every voice of mine, whether I utter it or I hide it deep inside my heart. Im grateful that happiness come together with sorrow. It opens my eyes and my heart. Indeed, the creation of life and death acts as test, who among us is better in our good deed (Al-mulk:2)

I say thanks to my best frens, coz they make me realize the importance of my family, especially my parents. I thank them also because they are so forgiving, despite of repetitious hurt I cause them. I know the feeling of losing these two wonderful people and i will not lose them again.

I say thanks to my frens. coz they listen to my sad stories and keep giving me hope. I nearly lose hope and at last, I know the price of being patient.

Thank You Allah and Thank you all of u.

Rahmah & My resolution of the year

Monday, January 11, 2010


Things have been like before. The ache is no longer there. Im thankful to Allah for the blessing.

I wish to beg for His blessing in the state of happiness like i did when i was in sorrow. I want to be a grateful servant, in joy n sad. I want to remember Him always. I want to abstain myself from doing the forbidden. I want to be a grateful servant. I want to be a perpetual beggar to the Most Gracious. I dun want to take someone else as a better listener. I want Him and I want to worship Him better. If I am to love someone or something, let it be because of Him. What i need in life is His blessing, rahmah and maghfirah- at last I find my resolution of the year.

Thank You Allah. Verily. those ppl I love is because of You. Bless me Allah, bless me and those ppl i love.

This day of Friday

Friday, January 8, 2010

Last nite I did some thinking. And I think it out loud. I let my mind speak the truth. and i put it in plain words. Im relieved. Now I will not predict, i shall not hope. Let everything goes in its flow and I shall be where it is destined to be.

I read a blog. I followed that discreet blog and i enjoy it very much. The stories are so sincere bout what happens in daily life.

This is the holiest of day of the week. I pray and I pray that my prayer is answered.
*(dunno why my hand trembles lately).


Thursday, January 7, 2010

I feel something so wrong in my heart. I have a healthy heart since i do exercise. The feeling is not physical. It goes deeper. So deep that it hurts a lot. So much so that i wish this heart should stop beating, so this pain will go.

I used to be a solitary person who cares not bout what is going on around me. Then when i knew people, and when i care about them, this excruciating attack on my heart comes frequently. I makes me weaker than before.

I know that I cant take this away. So here I pray. I pray so this fragile piece of meat be indulged in tranquility. Hear me My Lord and bless me with what i pray.
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