Losing

Sunday, December 27, 2009

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It's been 3 weeks since the last time I spoke "affectionately" with my sis.

Nik and i picked her up at Pudu, we went to watch Twilight new moon n later i sent them home. I wasn't talking too much thereafter. Twilight re open the wound, so my sighs were heard several times.

On my way to Putrajaya sumthin I think petty happened, i was given sumthin of which i refuse to accept. i return it back on that very nite and i received a message "i feel insulted".

As I hurt, i abstain myself from ruining the situation any further. I keep myself away and i send no messages. I think that my act of returning the thing of which i refuse to accept was the reason of this air between us becomes cold. i turn to be so wrong.

My bro told me after i persistently force him, that she hurt by my words and conducts and she had kept that for a quite long time .As i do something and later to speak about it again before these two precious persons, makes them feel that they are burden to me and sort of mengungkit.

How can they think and feel like that.....they are my bro and sister. Their happiness is also mine and their sadness makes me cry. I love them and i care bout them.

Maybe my act and words are sometimes done and uttered without further thinking. I'm too excited when i see them. The joy that i have in my heart cant be described in words.


But now, im losing one of them and consequently makes me lose the other one. My sis refuse to receive anything from me and my bro is following her foot steps.

I wish that i can hear her soothing voice for the last time. But i was too late to realize my mistakes. I need to pay the price of my wrong. I'm thinking of losing these two precious persons.

God help me in this turbulence. Keep them safe and keep them happy. Eternally they are always my bro and sis. I always love them.

The Answer

Thursday, June 25, 2009

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Blessing, peace,wisdom and bright career,
These are among what i say in my prayer,
Day after day, month after month, year after year,
I am persistent, occasionally with tears,

Not for myself but for someone dear,
Whom to my heart who is so near,
The one whose problem I always hear,
The one who forgot, for a while, he is the learner.

I used to wonder, am i asking too much for my prayer to be answered,
or that i am too sinful for God's grace,
or it's just a delay,for me to be patient, a test of a good servant,

Now i surely know and consciously aware that the prayers have been answered,
For whom my prayer goes to, you are the ANSWER.

Leaving

Sunday, May 31, 2009

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14th July 2008 I was there at Sg Petani, starting my legal journey. 16th July is the first day I presided over my own bench, without being assisted by a senior magistrate, the privilege that always being accorded to a new judicial officer. I rang the bell, I opened the door, I bowed and I sat. Then the huge crowd with the bar tables full with advocates and solicitors bowed back and sat. Then, with courtesy members of the bar addressed the new presiding officer of the court, I was writing and my hand was shaking... Pheww! Remembering that very day causes me goose bumps.

To Their Lordships and Ladyship Judges and Judicial commissioners of the High Court of Alor Star, The honorable Judges of the Session Court,the honorable Deputy Registrars of Alor Star High Courts, my honorable brethren Magistrates of Kedah, the honorable Senior Assistant Registrars of Alor Star High Courts, the honorable Deputy Public Prosecutors of Sungai Petani, the honorable Federal counsels, the honorable members of The Bar and lastly the prosecuting officers, – thanks for the guidance, assistance, lesson, auspice, kinship, brotherhood and friendship.

To the supporting staffs of Kedah Courts, thanks for the assistance and the friendship. Thank you for the guidance and concern towards me, a young brat who just learns bout living a life, as they called it - adik lelaki bongsu Mahkamah Sungai Petani.

To these people who taught me a portion about life, I salute you.

I seek apologies for mistakes done. The perfectness and goodness belong to Him and the shortcomings are mine.I pray may the memories, the friendship and the kinship last forever And May Allah protect the sanctity of the judiciary.

My Lords and My Ladies, that’s all for now, I rest my case and I’m most oblige.

Mr President Erdogan : I Salute You

Saturday, January 31, 2009

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Erdogan has taken unusual step as he speaks his mind about the conflict in Gaza, suprisingly before the very person who represent the vicious Israeli regime, Mr President of Israel Shimon Peres.
The attack made against Palestinian is cruel, inhuman, uncivilized and pathetic. You don’t defend yourself by attacking woman and child. It can be concluded as the biggest breach of universal code of ethics and norms as the attack befalls upon helpless child and woman.
Egypt refuses Iranian vessel which carries food for the Palestinian from porting on its shore. That action warrant a damnation since they omit in lending help and yet, refuse to allow such assistance to be done by others.
I detest, i despise and i resent Israel for what they gas done to Palestin. The whole world share the same sentiment and Erdogan speaks the mind of these people and the world is watching.
Mr President Erdogan, I SALUTE YOU


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